Monday, April 9, 2012

Re: Religion and the Constitution Under Attack in America -- Fox

In an interview on CBS Sunday, Cardinal Dolan called the Obama administration’s mandate on contraceptive coverage a “radical intrusion of a government bureaucracy.”
There are several points to be made about the misinformation in this opening paragraph. First of all, the Obama administration did not produce the mandate, congress did, so it is the previous congress's mandate.

Secondly, there is no radical intrusion by the government in this one issue. How much sense would it make to craft a mandate for health insurance and then have no parameters by which to say what is and what is not health coverage? That'd be like the bailout ~$trillion dollar debacle that the government basically just gifted as there was no oversight.

Ensuring that health care companies are required to provide certain things is just common sense. Birth control is an extremely widely used prescription that helps in many more ways than simply preventing pregnancy and it makes sense to make sure people have access to it as it is a medical prescription that has to go through a doctor.

Why would your health insurance, that you're mandated to have now, not cover your medical prescriptions?


He continued, saying, “Our problem is the government is intruding into the life of faith and in the church that they shouldn’t be doing.”

This does not make sense to me. The government mandating that insurance companies (and the companies that provide these insurance packages to their employees) provide medical coverage regardless of preexisting conditions seems to be a larger affront to this idea than birth control.

Jehova's Witnesses don't believe in getting transfusions, does that mean that they should be able to inflict this belief onto their non-JW staff? No. So why is it different for birth control?

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

The Ending of Mass Effect 3

Ok, so the ending made no sense... and there are a bunch of theories, but this one makes the most sense to me and actually brings a lot of hope for the future:


The reapers have an ability to indoctrinate, basically slow-rate mind control where you don't realize it but you start to see things their way and work for them even if you think you are fighting them. This was shows numerous times with important characters in the first game, and in the last one it looks like Shepherd and The Illusive Man are being put under the influence of indoctrination.

In the final mission you rush this portal that beams you up to the citadel where you can make your choice (destroy the reapers, merge all synthetics and organic life, or attempt to turn the reapers under your control). On your way to the beam you get blasted by a giant laser and almost die. You spend the next sequences limping around and visually impaired.

These three choices represent what various characters tried to do throughout the game while being indoctrinated. Saren (the bad guy in the first game) wanted to merge the reapers with us to make us all stronger. It turned out he was indoctrinated, meaning this idea might have been put in his head rather than it be his idea to begin with.

The Illusive Man was always out to control the reapers and put them under his thumb to make humanity stronger. The reapers used this to their advantage and indoctrinated him as well, making him think he could accomplish this. We were told numerous time though in previous games that this would be impossible, meaning either T.I.M. had something super-special or he was just indoctrinated to think this way and the reapers were still pulling the strings for him. Then there is Shepherd's only real choice, but it's a bad one. Kill all Synthetic life, including the Geth (who he just helped raise into full-sentience and sapience) EDI (who is now a friend AI) and the Reapers.

If you pick Synthesis (which is supposedly the 'good' ending) you effectively choose to be exactly like Saren from the first game. This means that it cannot really be the good ending as you fought against it previously and must only seem like the good ending when compared to the rest. This is something the reapers are already doing as well, so choosing this basically agrees with your enemies.

If you pick control you are effectively choosing to be exactly like The Illusive Man, who failed and was also indoctrinated. The cannot be a good ending either and is an option they wanted T.I.M. to choose under indoctrination.

If you pick destroy you are actually freeing the galaxy and all future generations of species from the reapers, but it's made to be tragic because you're agreeing with the reaper child who just spoke to you in saying that organics and synthetics cannot co-exist and will always end up with Synthetics rebelling against their creators. This simply goes against everything you fought for in all 3 games because you finally get the Geth and Quarians to share the planet and you develop EDI by sharing her growing experience. By choosing this option the reaper makes you think you are destroying all synthetic life. Their purpose was to basically regulate this conflict eternally by storing advanced organic life in reaper form (Sythesis of organic and synthetic life through reaper control).

If you pick either Synthesis or Control, you die in the cut scene. If you have enough points, and completed most of the game and pick Destroy though, you wake up on Earth, barely conscious laying on concrete. Now, this is impossible, and is either a huge gaff in the story (I'll explain) or is a clear indication of something else (which I'll also explain).

The beam portal took us to the citadel, which was orbiting the Earth in space. There is no way you would survive the crash back to earth in a monolithic space station and just wake up on concrete without any wreckage of the many miles-long spacecraft. Again, this is either a terrible oversight or something deliberate.

I think it is a clear indication of something else, namely that after the laser blast you entered an indoctrination-induced hallucination where the reapers attempted to finally control you and convince you not to destroy them (and perhaps work for them). This means that if you pick the good option (Synthesis) you give in to the reapers and they control you. If you pick Control, they have turned you into another Illusive Man and you are also under their control. If you pick Destroy, you would be the first person to ever overcome indoctrination and reject their control and carry on to continue your mission even though it has other bad results.

Basically, if you pick destroy, you wake back up on earth and the whole choice had been the reaper's attempt to control you. This leaves room for Bioware to release a REAL ending in Downloadable content and a far better epilogue, etc. Either that or when Shepherd gasps for breath after rejecting indoctrination, he dies there on Earth and the Reapers win, perpetuating the cycle again and meaning that it is the true end.

Friday, February 18, 2011

Empirically: Mac VS PC

LOS ANGELES - There have been far too many cases of 'debating on the intarwobz' about this subject, when there needn't be so much nerd rage. It's true, people like different things, and what is valuable to one person is not valuable to other people, etc. How, then, can we actually decide which is better when deciding between a Macintosh computer or any number of Windows/Linux-based PCs?

First off, lets talk about brand loyalty. I'm under the distinct impression that there is far too much stereotyping going on about both groups. I do not think that every PC owner is a giant nerd or gamer, nor do I think that every Mac owner is a trendy, hipster who buys because they don't want viruses. Anecdotal evidence alone has confirmed these absolutes to be untrue, and I never really understood the stark line drawn in the sand between these two camps.

Defining what's important to the user is going to determine what they're really going to want, so lets round up what you're actually getting for your purchase. It's a computer, and it is meant to run the programs you want to run. Now, if you're even marginally affluent with computers, the OS won't be able to hold you back no matter which you choose. Bootcamp is available for Macs so they can run Windows and Linux OS's, and running OSX and beyond on a dual-boot PC really isn't very tough either. So, the conclusion here is that if you decide to take up some extra effort, you can negate this as a factor entirely... which should be interesting since I just stated that this could determine everything.

If you're not into that sort of thing, and you're going to need to rely on tech support more often than not, you need to take a look at the software you want to run, what applications you want to use, and how you're going to live with your decision for a while. When you're stuck to your OS there's definitely some things to think about here, so I won't even begin to speculate what could be most important for you.

Now, once you've made your decision on software and OS compatibility, you'll need to make your choice accordingly. If you want mac-only programs (I think these are few and far between now-a-days) then you're obviously limited to the Macs, and if you want to run PC-only programs then you're obviously limited to the PCs, and in either case you should be regimenting out how much you want to spend on your computer, and pricing only those that at LEAST match the minimum system requirements for what you want to run. Buying better hardware can have a future-proofing affect that will allow you to continue running new programs in the future, and so the more you learn about the components, you can make your investment last longer.

If you're able to go between OS's, or you have no problem doing so if need be, then you have to look at what you're actually buying; Hardware.

Obviously, if you have low system requirements for the programs you want to run, then you can get a seriously cheap computer and not have to worry about it. Netbooks are available for those that don't need much more than web browsing capability, and they can be bought new for under $200.

Hardware comes in a few different classes now-a-days. We have Desktops, notebooks, tablets, netbooks, full-tower desktops, etc. Decide if you need to be mobile, semi-mobile, or stationary when computing. There are benefits to both, and a compromise-ish situation with desktop-replacing laptops. Fairly, you can always get the best equipment at the cheapest prices when you're getting a desktop. With more room comes more air space to cool the non-condensed, non-energy-efficient parts that simply produce far more power than laptops can, due to heat and energy restrictions.

With Laptops, the choice between the two is a bit iffy on hardware.

For that you get the following:
  • 2.4GHz Intel Core 2 Duo
  • 2GB DDR3 memory
  • 250GB hard drive1
  • 8x double-layer SuperDrive
  • NVIDIA GeForce 320M graphics
  • 1280 by 800 (native resolution)
  • N-wireless
gets you the following:
Core i3 processor
GB DDR3 memory
250GB hard drive
Integrated Intel Graphics
1366x768 native resolution
N wireless



These computers seem to basically be a wash. The i3 is better than the Core 2 Duo, and 3 GB of ram is more than the mac, but the mac's screen is nicer and the dedicated mobile graphics card is better than the integrated one on the toshiba. The price is pretty negligible as well, and the styling is definitely in the mac's favor.

All in all, for these low-end laptops, I'd probably get the mac. They're not that great at anything, but they're not terrible. You can easily find cheaper computers at Tiger Direct or New Egg, with roughly the same components for under $500, and for 1/2 the price of the macbook I'd rather have last year's model that's just as powerful.



Higher class laptops widen the divide a bit.

The Macbook Pro - 15" starts at $1,999.00
For that you get the following:
Core i5 processor
4GB DDR3 ram
500 GB hard drive
GeForce GT 330M with 265mb graphics memory



The ASUS G73 - 17" starts at $1,799.00 (discount to $1,599 linked)
For that you get the following:
Core i7 processor
8GB DDR3 ram
1TB HD (2 x 500GB)
NVIDIA GeForce GTX 460M graphics with 1.5GB DDR5 VRAM

In every single category, the Asus is triumphant. It has a far more powerful processor, twice as much ram, twice as much hard drive space, and one of the absolute best mobile graphics cards in existence... all for less than the Mac. Unless you're set on a mac, this should at least make you think twice.



Desktops are really where the magic comes down to what you need the computer to do.

Mac Pros starts at a rough $2499.00
and for that you get the following:
One 2.8 GHz Xeon processor
3GB DDR3 memory
1TB hard drive
ATI Radeon 5770 grahpics card 1GB DDR5


A stock HP Pavilion 580 for $899
gets you the following:
  • Intel(R) Core(TM) i7-950 quad-core [3.06GHz, 1MB L2 + 8MB shared L3 cache]
  • 8GB DDR3-1066MHz SDRAM [4 DIMMs]
  • FREE UPGRADE! 1.5TB 7200 rpm SATA 3Gb/s hard drive from 750GB
  • 1GB DDR3 AMD Radeon HD 6450 [DVI, HDMI. VGA adapter]

HP recommends upgrading it to a $1500 configuration with even more goodies, but really this one is perfect for a comparison. The i7 and the Xeon are roughly the same processor. The 950 is better at some things while the Xeon is more for rendering, etc. 8GB > 3GB of DDR3, there's no excuse for this in the Mac. You can pick up more ram at a store for $50-100 depending on how much you want. Try upgrading it in the mac page though and it'll cost you a ton more. You get an extra 500GB of storage on the HP, and a vastly superior graphics card. The 5770 is still a good card, but it is one of the oldest DDR5 cards still being sold. You can pick one up for around $115 if you look. The 6000 series Radeon though is just better.

The redeeming feature of the Mac Pro is the ability to add more processors though. You can have the equivalent of a 12-core i7 in a machine because you add in more. I don't know of a PC company that is doing that, and I wouldn't expect it to be a reasonably priced thing, so I'll go ahead and say that if you need a computer dedicated to raw, server-esque, processing power for rendering, and you have 4-5 thousand dollars to spend, you might want to look into the 12-core Mac Pro (but be sure to get it more ram). Otherwise, if you're a normal person who just wants a computer to use for everything from browsing, running programs, to the most intense gaming, don't get the Mac Pro.

Mac also has the iMac which you might think would be more comparable to the HP above, and you'd partially be right, except that here's what you'd get for your comparable Mac:
It's $1,999.00 for a decent one,
Core i5
Super High resolution screen (2560-by-1440 resolution)
4GB DDR3 ram
1TB hard drive
Radeon 5750, 1 GB GDDR5



Aside from the extra-nice screen, you can pick this exact set of hardware up in a PC for under $600 easily. That means you could buy 4 PCs of the same caliber as this one iMac. You'll have to pick out the graphics card you want, and you'll be able to pick any monitor you like, which combined will probably add up to another $200, but that's still substantially cheaper than the mac, and you're still getting tons more Ram and you're saving so much money.

Basically, it really does come down to what you're physically buying because the software can all be used on any platform you buy. With this in mind, there are beneficial and detrimental aspects of both, and you need to take into account everything when considering what to put your money into.

Personally, I'm looking to buy a used macbook regular for portability and web-browsing, but my desktop is a construction of my own running Win 7 and Ubuntu 9.04 which I will lay out below:

Core i7 860
8GB of 1600MHz DDR3
1 TB hard drive (looking to supplement with a SSD)
Asus Nvidia 460 GTX 1GB DDR5
23" LED Asus monitor 1080P
7.1 speakers
running both Win7 and Ubuntu

I built this all for under $1000 last year. You could do better, I'm sure. Whether you think that a Mac would serve you better, or a PC, hopefully this has at least shown that it entirely depends on what you're going to be doing.

-B

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

What is it...?

What is it about wanting to go after someone new once you get dumped?

I don't want anything from them, nor do I expect anything at all. The thought of perusing someone takes my mind off the pain for a few moments. It always returns in waves once I understand that I'm not really going to talk to the girl who's been looking at me. I wonder if it is the idea that maybe something will happen forces my mind to brush past the stabbing pain and rethink my reality for a moment. I never know. I can only question, and not being a psychiatrist makes it difficult to understand one's own mentality.

Also, I might just be insane... that's always a possibility.

Perhaps nothing has happened as I remember and I'm completely fabricating my relationship and my friends. I'm locked in a biological, quantum computer matrix called my mind. I've placed myself here, probably, because it is better suited to my survival, or it was largely liked by my ancestors and chosen to continue through natural selection. I'm now living those lives through my genetic code. What the ancients desired, so I am.

Being the product of such an event begs the question. What was so desirable about being able to think and feel sorrow and emotional pain that allowed natural selection to pick it out of anything else? Is it the ability to also feel the opposite extremes? I'd wonder why we aren't all completely bipolar. As of now I don't feel like I'll ever feel like I had when she loved me. Nor do I ever really want to feel that way again. Even thinking about happier times leaves a bitter and gritty taste in my mouth. Comparing it to now and seeing what could have been aches in my shoulders and hunches my posture. Why?

What benefit could this possibly serve me? Everyone who reads this is going to think I'm Emo or something. No, I don't cut myself, no my life doesn't suck... I just miss my ex girlfriend and am writting about it you twat! How's that for fucking the shit out of the 4th wall?

But, what benefit does it really serve? Can it even be called a benefit? Would I prefer a world with Prozium? Not really, but why not? Would I give anything to get rid of this pain? No. I see it as the remnants of the beautiful feeling of the person I love. Being the remnants, it reminds me of a dead star. Supernovae explosions are just as beautiful as the star was itself... it's just not as bright afterwards. The glow dims down, and eventually fades, but there will always be evidence that such an event took place even when there are billions upon billions of others happening all around it.

Mine is special.

I don't care if you agree.

Love. Period

As myself, I've often questioned what Love is, why it exists... IF it exists, but I already know these things. The act of questioning these things makes me think about them more throughly though. I wish I hadn't though, but here's my sorry excuse for an explanation.

I Love You, and I know you used to love me too.
I can't see you anymore, can't feel or hear you. You've gone, but not from me. This place is hollow and faded, gray-washed and empty.

I'm glad you left, I was holding you back. You needed someone and I couldn't pick up the slack. You're wonderful and beautiful, you'll find someone soon. Someone who can take care of you and support you too.

I've had many nights without sleep, calling your name, I know you haven't gone through the same. I wouldn't wish it upon you, nor would I put you to blame. It's my fault and my shame.

I just want to say, one more time. That I love you to death, and I suck and rhymes.




Rough drafts should never be published, I'll break that rule because I'm lazy.

Friday, May 30, 2008

Anonymous and Scientology

As an atheist on the internet I stumbled across a guy on Youtube known as Tunderf00t. Turns out he's a very big Anon supporter in this war against Scientology.

Here is his fantastic view on what Anonymous truly is and how it can win



And here's his take on how to win the war.